I started seeing him to deal with my impulsivity issues and marriage problems. Three months in, the sessions shifted from talking to other things. He knows every single one of my secrets, my deepest traumas, and exactly how to manipulate my headspace. Sitting on his leather sofa while he tells me how naughty I’ve been is the most toxic, addictive rush I’ve ever experienced. I know he could lose his license, and I could lose my husband