I don’t even listen when he talks, I just stare at the veins in his hands. I have a whole folder in my hidden album of just his forearms. seeing that map on his skin is better than any actual date we’ve been on
I only go to my bestie’s house to see her brother. I be just waiting for him to walk by. I stole his gym shirt from the dryer and I sleep in it every night. The scent is a 10/10. If she knew, I’d be cooked, but the delulu is actually keeping me alive
We finally did it. I spent the night on my stomach while she took the lead with the harness. it changed the power dynamic in our bedroom forever. I didn’t lose my masculinity; I just found a new way to be hers.
There is a specific way he goes down on me, slow, clinical, and relentless. He treats my body like a holy text he’s trying to translate. It’s not just the pleasure, it’s the way he worships the parts of me I usually hide. I am a cathedral and he is the only pilgrim allowed inside
Okay, so my solo habits are a bit… extra. I have a whole ritual with candles, a specific playlist, and sometimes I even dress up. It’s the commitment for me.